I was standing naked next to him
He was looking at me
He was glancing at me
He said I should neither be usual or unusual
But there was nothing, nothing I could do
so I trust myself to call myself as "nothing"
Life gives you everything you need to live or to die no matter how.
I was the only one who knew that's the most beautiful truth in this word
But I'm living here
without any fear forgetting
that I'm just pretending to be
But I'm smiling
I'm not falling into the pond you go
when you feel like dying
He was flying over me
I tried to hide out so that no one is going to see me
like I'm doing these for you and me and everyone
who has never thought about being broken
I'm singing this song to fly away to the world
I'll never have to cry
Life gives you everything you need to live or to die no matter how.
I was the only one who knew that's the most beautiful truth in this word
He was flying over me
I tried to hide out so that no one is going to see me
like I'm doing these for you and me and everyone
who has never thought about being broken
I'm singing this song to fly away to the world
I'll never have to cry
[ Romaji ]
裸で立つ場面が目に浮かぶようで、素直に驚きましたが、その驚きがだんだん優しい問いかけに変わっていくのを感じます。自分を作り笑いで隠してきた過去があったのだろうと想像しましたが、今はその傷を抱えたまま少しずつ前を向こうとしている様子が伝わりました。誰かの視線に怯えたり、飛んでいく人を見上げたりした瞬間が切なくて、でも歌うことで自分を外へ出そうとする力強さがありました。言葉にしにくい気持ちを音に乗せて放つことで、少し楽になったり、誰かとつながれるかもしれないという希望が見えました。現在も揺れながら歩いているけれど、過去の影が今の優しさを育ててきたのだと受け止められ、静かな励ましをもらった気分でした。
