I was just hiding from the words you left behind
It makes me sick but also makes me feel alive
Well did I never tried to provoke this case
I'm the one who was trying to prevent this fate
I was just doing fine making love with haze
Until you came and kissed me on my youth
Since I have trust myself whatever comes what may
From time to time my integrity comes in to play
As I walk through the path of this world these days
Why did I never mentioned this huge mistakes
Well she told me its cuz of its awkward age
So that I have tried my best
I've been singing I've been dreaming I've been doing everything
But even though all I could do is just a bit and its kind a sad
Such as screaming in the toilet and use all the toilet papers
And polluting all the air producing carbon dioxide
Now I had enough of it and now's the time to final it but
Though I tried to kill myself my genius won't let go
And so I'm here today again
I've been singing I've been dreaming I've been doing everything
But even though all I could do is just a bit and its kind a sad
Such as screaming in the toilet and use all the toilet papers
And polluting all the air producing carbon dioxide
Now I had enough of it and now's the time to final it but
Though I tried to kill myself my genius won't let go
Every time you call my name you make me feel awake again
And so ...
There's no time living twice a time
But there's plenty of time living nice and high
Well so am I, Am I? Am I? Am I?
Am I? Am I? Am I?
There's no time for you to find it out
But there's plenty of time for you to shout it out
And so do I, Do I? Do I? Do I?
Do I? Do I? Do I? Do I?
Am I? Am I? Am I? Am I?
MI MI MI MI
[ Romaji ]
言葉に刺されて胸がざわつくような場面が続いて、心がぐっと締めつけられる気持ちになりましたが、その一方で小さな光を見つけて立ち上がろうとする力強さも感じます。過去には自分を責めてどうにもならない夜を過ごしたことがあったと想像しましたが、今はその傷を抱えたままでも歌ったり夢を描いたりして前に進もうとしている様子が伝わりました。何度も迷い、逃げたくなった瞬間があったけれど、誰かの呼び声がふと届いて目が覚めるような救いがありました。自分の中の弱さと才能がぶつかり合う場面が正直に描かれていて、悲しみを否定せずに受け止めることで少しずつ強くなっていく過程が温かく感じられました。繰り返し問いかけるような言葉のリズムが心に残り、今も昔も混ざった感情を抱えながら、それでも生きていこうとする意志が確かにありました。