Over the years i've been looking for my destination
without a reason but i had some examination
everyone need little time to make that agitation
coming' up, he's going down and up
now, what am i doing here is nothing but a critic maker
you always told me that my future is a troublemaker
so it's the time to spit and skit this shit
isn't it? if it isn't is it a benefit?
see, he and she is what we have in between
so we gotta tied her up until it's cemetery
but elma treats me like it's all meant to be
and that's precommunication diplomatication
how many fees that i could handle it free?
no matter whatever the reason, tell you, better than me
i need a little of weeds and some bottle of bees
catastrophe's here, let's have a round of a squeeze, wee
goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, goodbye,
goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, goodbye to me,
goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, goodbye discrepancy,
goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, goodbye,
goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, good vitamin,
goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, goodbye to decency
when i was kid i used to write my venus up side down but
i can easily handle that by using rationalistic mind
my lyrics gone so far and now that no one understands
but to tell the truth me, myself have no idea what i'm saying
[ Romaji ]
言葉が次々と飛び交う中で、迷いと好奇心が同居している様子が伝わってきて胸が動きました。過去には道を探してあちこち迷ったことがあっただろうと想像しましたが、今はその混乱を抱えたままでも前に進もうとする意志が見えます。時に投げやりになり、時に自分をからかうような軽さを帯びていた場面があって、そうした振幅が人間らしく感じられました。理屈で片付けられない感情を抱えたまま言葉を紡ぐ姿が誠実で、読んでいると肩の力が少し抜ける気がしました。過去の自分を笑い飛ばすような強さもあれば、戸惑いを隠せなかった瞬間もあって、それらが混ざり合って今の声になっているのだと受け取りました。結局は不完全さを抱えたまま歩くことの潔さが印象に残り、読む人の心にそっと寄り添う温かさがありました。
