this is not what I had planned
the flowers die when I spit
#issomethingwrongwithme
触れた全てが綺麗に腐敗してしまうから
膜を通した体温が私を壊した
bloodYhell
whY is everything so heavy
it's crazy how the world keeps changing
and nothing stays the same
bl… bloodYhell
if heaven is a place on earth
tell me
whY does it feel like I'm burning
just help me understand
bloodYhell
bloodYhell
please just help me understand
I've been having these weird thoughts
tell me, is any of this real or not?
I tried to run
I tried to hide
but hate will never leave my sight
I'm losing it
I'm giving in
giving in
bloodYh…((((；ﾟДﾟ)))))))
bloodYheeeeeeeeeellllllllllll
bloodYhell
whY is everything so heavy
it's crazy how the world keeps changing
and nothing stays the same
bl… bloodYhell
if heaven is a place on earth
tell me
whY does it feel like I'm burning
just help me understand
bloodYhell
bloodYhell
あなたが笑いながら並べた言葉は
理想/嘘の間、呻き声をあげ死に絶える
底の無い他人他責思考の海に溺れ
I hold my breath
hold my breath
hold my breath
bloodYhell
whY is everything so heavy
it's crazy how the world keeps changing
and nothing stays the same
bl… bloodYhell
if heaven is a place on earth
tell me
whY does it feel like I'm burning
just help me understand
bloodYhell
just help me understand
bloodYh…(´;ρ;`)
