Gave me 2 different tears, After all these years
Tears of joy tears of pain like sunshine and rain
So I hate you, so I love you
So I hate you, so I love you
I'm trying to figure out how to move on with my life
Without you by my side
Waking up with teary eyes I can't do this no more
Gotta erase you now
Gave me 2 different tears, After all these years
Tears of joy tears of pain like sunshine and rain
So I hate you (but the love you gave me was so so good)
So I love you (but the pain you gave me was so so bad)
So I think of all the pain you've given me
Try to look at all the damage you brought to me
No matter how hard I try I just can't figure out why
I keep thinking about how sweet you used to be
I'm crying over you still what does this mean do I
Still want you back in my life
After all these painful things you've done to me
Why is it so hard to realize
But the harder that I fight
You come closer in my sight
And I'm thinking about how sweet it could've been
Why do I still feel this way when I know there's nothing
Left to say I should've never loved you in the first place
Wanna erase you without a trace
Try to tell myself that I need to hate you
For the pain that you put me through
But I for some reason why
Still miss you no matter how hard I try
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