Been having thoughts that I cannot deal
I keep drowning them so I won't feel
Don't ask me "how does that make you feel?"
I'm so better off being all by myself, to heal
Just like holding a breath under the body of water
Longer it gets, the harder it becomes
I wish I knew an easy way of letting go
I'm left behind and everyone is gone
I'm still asleep with all the curtains drawn
But tell me again how this is all my fault
(Drive me insane for all the pain I've caused)
I feel stuck on a road and I don't know where to go
I've been trying really hard just to pull myself apart
So sick of being caught in a middle
I wish I could stay right here, breathe just a little
It's straining me, it's draining out my will
It's drowning me, and here I'm standing still
But then again, I am to blame for causing this eternal stalemate
Oh why?
Left behind and everyone is gone
I'm still asleep with all the curtains drawn
But tell me again how I should change myself
(Drive me insane for all the pain and)
I feel stuck on a road and I don't know where to go
I've been trying really hard just to pull myself apart
So sick of being caught in a middle
I wish I could stay right here, breathe just a little
Now who I used to be is still in a coma
The only way to cope
I wish I could just cry my heart out
Just shout it out loud
All I can do is breathe just a little
Stuck on a road and I don't know where to go
Trying really hard just to pull myself apart
So sick of being caught in a middle
So sick of being caught in a middle
So sick of being caught in a middle
