Maybe I am not the one that you were looking for
Maybe we were trying to keep what we cannot afford
Before we knew we found ourselves fighting all the time
I'm so sorry
You know I've been trying to bring it up to you
I guess we're never gonna work it out
Even when we had a tiny apartment for us two
Our conversation was one way, yeah, without a doubt
If we meet again somewhere along the way
Wonder if we can laugh about all that we went through today
I don't even know how, how to tell you the reasons why
Don't wanna cry when you sleep by my side
Yeah, this I know for sure
Not your voice not your face not even your clumsiness
None of it
None of it
I can't seem to say I hate it
Like dried flowers our colors fade
All of the days that we had
Maybe maybe maybe someday
They'll fade away
Maybe you're not the one that I was looking for
But you can't make me cry for you anymore
"Why is it always me?" I used to say
But now I don't do that no more
Breakups and broken hearts are so unbearable
Everything we had turned out to be forgettable
You know I'm wondering how you're getting along
Like are you really doing fine with somebody new?
Truth is I don't want to see you face to face again
I'd really appreciate if you could stay the hell away
Cause' you haven't changed a bit
You want everything your own way
But I still can't help myself
from texting back trying to play it cool
Not your voice not your face not even your clumsiness
Even now
Even still
I can't seem to say I hate it
Like dried flowers our colors fade
It's just a matter of time
Maybe maybe maybe someday
We'll fade away
I see my demons there dancing in the moonlight
Maybe I am going crazy, losing my mind
Even in darkness I can see the colors shine bright
Yellow red and blue calling out your name
From the bottom of my heart, it's so relentless
The love I had for you is trying to break its way free
It's your voice it's your face its even your clumsiness
All of it
All of it
Now I know I hate them all
I've got flowers that will not wither
I'm handing them to you
Will you will you will you will you
Keep them forever?
