FAITH「Irony」歌詞

I hear my friends say
"Thought you were done with him?"
Oh here comes the cliche
"Thought you were never gonna see him again?"

I remember what I said
Oh yes, I remember what I said

I hear my friends go
"When are you gonna start loving someone?"
Oh now I just don't know
I don't know how to control my feelings

I'm done
All I know is that I'm not ready for it
Not ready for it

It's ironic
I'm dumb enough to keep hanging onto something I know won't come back

It's ironic
I'm numb enough to keep holding on to this warmth you once gave me now cold and black

I hear myself go
"Will I ever see things the same way?"
Oh I just don't know
I don't know how to cover up these feelings

I'm done
All I know is that I'm not ready for it

I'm done
All I know is that I'm not ready for it
Not ready for it

It's ironic
I'm dumb enough to keep hanging onto something I know won't come back

It's ironic
I'm numb enough to keep holding on to this warmth you once gave me now cold and black

It's ironic

I honestly didn't expect you to become the person I look down on the most.
You know what? I didn't think I would either.
You sure did change a lot huh?
I know, I know neither of us ever wanted this.
If you don't change the way you are now, I think you'll be stuck there forever.
Well what can I do? I've already messed up enough to realize how much of a mess I've become.
Why don't you ask yourself, what you REALLY want in life?
What I... really want...is...
I can't save you, I'm just a 6 year old you. You're the one who's living the present.

It's ironic
I'm dumb enough to keep hanging onto something I know won't come back

It's ironic
I'm numb enough to keep holding on to this warmth you once gave me now cold and black