I see myself
I'm all alone
I'm going on 40 something days
It couldn't be tamed
It couldn't be stopped
She stares at me now with her eye
I'm too far gone
I'm too far gone
I don't look back and take her on
'Cause I'm too afraid to say goodbye
And this fear
It keeps me holding on
When she calls
I am healed
'Cause she takes my pain away
When she calls
Makes me feel
I'm trapped and I can't get out
When she calls
Nothin's real
And she keeps me hangin' on
Hangin' on
For 40 days and 40 nights
I gave it all but lost the fight
I had dreams
And I had faith
But now I'm someone that I hate
I'm too far gone
I'm too far gone
She told me weakness was my strength
I'm too afraid to say goodbye
And this fear it keeps me holding on
When she calls
I am healed
'Cause she takes my pain away
When she calls
Makes me feel
I'm trapped and I can't get out
When she calls
Nothin's real
And she keeps me hangin' on
Hangin' on
Now you're gone
Now you're gone
And I can see the end
I made mistakes
I made mistakes
I cannot pretend
You made me fall
You made me fall
Gone are the days when I stood all alone
When she called
I was healed
'Cause she took my pain away
When she called
Made me feel
I was trapped and I couldn't get out
When she called
Nothin's real
And she kept me hangin' on
Hangin' on
