What is left behind in my own life
What is left behind in my own life
I know it's going so badly
I know it's going so badly
It's far from the place that I dreamed of once before
It's far from the place that I dreamed of once before
So now I'm inside out
So now I'm inside out
It's upside down
It's upside down
I feel like I'm pretending
I feel like I'm pretending
There's no place to go back to when I fall apart
There's no place to go back to when I fall apart
When I'm lost inside my hopeless heart
When I'm lost inside my hopeless heart
It slowly kills me
It slowly kills me
If I'm falling,
If I'm falling,
I wonder why all I hate seems so beautiful
I wonder why all I hate seems so beautiful
All I want is the night I could feel alive
All I want is the night I could feel alive
It's just so simple
It's just so simple
So now I'll figure out
So now I'll figure out
What it's all about
What it's all about
The world goes round without me
The world goes round without me
Now I need to wake up and get right back down to earth
Now I need to wake up and get right back down to earth
Everything seems so far
Everything seems so far
but it's mine
but it's mine
This is not my happy ending
This is not my happy ending
Now I need to get back to what I had when I was sure
Now I need to get back to what I had when I was sure
It never ends without an open mind
It never ends without an open mind
It always hurt me badly
It always hurt me badly
When I was lost inside useless lies
When I was lost inside useless lies
It cuts me deeply
It cuts me deeply
If I'm falling,
If I'm falling,
I wonder why all I hate seems so beautiful
I wonder why all I hate seems so beautiful
All I want is the night I could feel alive
All I want is the night I could feel alive
It's just so simple
It's just so simple
So what is real
So what is real
Who am I meant to be
Who am I meant to be
It's so hard to breathe
It's so hard to breathe
What if I could feel
What if I could feel
the light I believed in
the light I believed in
The world I'd like to be in
The world I'd like to be in
is inside of me
is inside of me
So now I can be
So now I can be
who I dreamed I'd be
who I dreamed I'd be
So now it begins
So now it begins
There's no need to grieve
There's no need to grieve
and it's time to leave
and it's time to leave
I'll make it real
I'll make it real
So now I can feel
So now I can feel
So now I can breathe
So now I can breathe
So now I can believe in who I am
So now I can believe in who I am
This is my last time
This is my last time
to change my world
to change my world
The light is on so brightly
The light is on so brightly
No matter how hard it is, now this is goodbye
No matter how hard it is, now this is goodbye
If I'm falling,
If I'm falling,
I wonder why all I hate seems so beautiful
I wonder why all I hate seems so beautiful
All I want is the night I could feel alive
All I want is the night I could feel alive
It's just so simple
It's just so simple
