[ Romaji ]
saikin wa umaku yareteiru ki ga suru
makasareta koto o chanto konaseteiru hazu
iu hodo fujiyuu mo nai seikatsu
daiboubu, chanto dekiteru
dakedo, nande darou
waratta kao ga kimochiwarui
sore igen ni nande watashi wa waratteiru no?
kinou o sonomama haritsuketeru
mainichi kurikaeshiteru
kidukeba jibun no gawa dake ikasareteru
nakami wa kokyuu o yameta no
iro o suteta sekai ni naranda suuji wa
machigai no nai kotae o dashite
tatoe sore ga higeki ni michibitemo
soredemo seikai na no
kokoro wa gosadou okosu dake de
iranai to iu no nara
doushite beruto de tsunaide mitari shite sa
kanarazu minna ni tsuketa no?
tarai dake dayo yuutsu na dake dayo
konna mono ga koko ni aru sei de
suteraru nara suterarete yo
shinu no wa mada kowai kara
subete ga muimi de mukachi de kiete shimaitai
nanoni omotte sugatte buzama ni negat te shimau
boketa shikai kara nigeta watashi no kakera ga
douka tooi basho de waraemasu you ni
watashi janai watashi nanoni
watashi janai watashi dakara
kokoro ni tsume o tatete hako ni shimau
nayami wa hakidase nai you ni to
toki ga tateba kusatte kuchite
nakatta koto ni narutte sa
nanoni zutto kiezu ni nokotteiru no
ijikitonaku itoshii hodo ni
namae o tsukete yasashiku dakishimetara
nante sa omotte shimau
dore hodo taisetsu ni shiteita mono mo
anna ni daisuki datta ano nukumori mo
hitsuyou nai nara isso ima koko de
kanjou zembu koroshite yo
kanjou zembu koroshite yo
kubetsu mo nai you ni shite yo
byoudou ni shiawase ni nareru no nara
hora, ima
mou kurashinde kanashinde warau koto mo nai
mou yorokonde tokimeite utau koto mo nai no
tada hagasarete ochiteiku furubita kakera wa
kaze ga hakonde kuremasu you ni
watashi janai watashi dakara
watashi janai watashi dakara
mado ni utsutta jibun no kao wa chanto waraeteita
"sokka, socchi ni iketa ndane"
kono monogatari wa kore de oshimai
