In this reality, unfair
I live with pressures that kill
But in the virtual reality
I felt I can show my free will
Here, I live as an avatar, no gender, no age
No one can truly see who I am
Nor it doesn't matter who I am
A flower that bloomed in this digital world
Will never wilt
Dive into the virtual life
Where I can shine.....
But then I realized I disguise myself in both of the worlds
In reality, I keep hiding my feelings, refrain from everyone
In the virtual world, I, after all
Hide who I am and what I feel
I'm just getting good at disguising myself
I don't belong here
In any world, I, after all
Hide who I am and what I feel
I'm just getting good at disguising myself
And that's the only way
For me to live my life
Thought I could shine....
Acting my role each day
That's how I live my life
I'm a digital flower......
[ Romaji ]
現実の重圧から逃れるために仮想世界に居場所を求めたものの、結局はどちらの世界でも自分を偽っているという孤独な葛藤が鋭く描かれています。性別も年齢も関係ない自由な世界であっても、本当の気持ちを隠し続ける虚しさが切なく胸に響きました。どこにも属せない自分を認め、演じ続けることでしか生きられない悲しみをデジタルな花に例えた表現が秀逸で、現代社会に生きる人々が抱える深い孤独と静かな絶望を象徴していました。